Hilaree has been a force in my life and career since I moved to Telluride straight out of college in the 90’s. First she was just an untouchable idol in a ski town. Then a hero from the pages of Nat Geo and The North Face. In 2012 she became a friend. And finally, in 2015, an expedition partner. It’s that trip, to attempt the first ski descent of Makalu together, that I’ve been dwelling on since her fall on Manaslu three days ago. Makalu embodies so much I will remember and try to embody of how she lived her life and how she taught and led us all. Of course she charged, with monster packs and deep snow and avalanche danger. She mentored @emilyaharrington in all things life and mountains - from snow baths at 21,000 feet to finding her power and strength and confidence, to beating the boys at arm wrestling, and so often, up and down the mountain. She showed me a path forward to lead a life of adventure in the big mountains, and raise a family - who brings their 5 and 7 year old on a two week trek to 17,000 feet through leeches and mud and the monsoon in Nepal - Hilaree did and they thrived and I only hope I can offer mine a life so full. Hils showed us all a way to push and strive and fight for the big goals and the life she loved, while always finding joy and meaning even in failures. We walked away from Makalu in 2015 and Hilaree hated that decision and still embodied joy and love to her teammates all at the same time. My heart and energy and love is with @jimwmorrison, Quinn, Grayden and all who loved Hilaree. I am so sorry for your loss of the incredible force in life that was @hilareenelson