A year today 🕊❤️ Survival mode, I’ve been living in it for the past year. I’ve had my ups and my downs, my good and bad days and my silent cries. I’ve learnt to put on a brave face when everyone is looking, smile when I know people need me to smile and just shut off from the world when I just can’t do it anymore. The harsh reality of grief and suffering in silence. Losing anyone is hard but losing my mum has rocked my world. A whole year has passed and I still ask why and I ask when the pain will go away. The past year has been full of firsts, moments of growth, moments where I’ve wanted to give up and huge achievements. But regardless of all the pain and suffering I made a promise to make a name for both myself and my mum and the journey continues! RIP MUMMY ❤️