This question always brings tears to my eyes. There is no doubt that the most difficult part was being away from my family. I can’t thank Ben and my children enough for being so supportive- but it didn’t make leaving any easier. I vividly remember packing the night before I left for Malaysia and just sobbing- I cried just looking at my children as they came in and out of my room that night. The last hug with Ben before I went through security at the airport was gut wrenching. I knew that I wouldn’t have a phone at all while I was in Malaysia. I didn’t know how much I would be able to communicate with them. I did get to call home under the supervision of the most amazing caretakers from the Talent Team- Maisie & Gabe. The calls were short and always ended with tears but those nights made the next however many days a little easier until the next phone call. I took a family photo with me to Malaysia and I shared it with the rest of the cast after our first day of filming! They were so interested in hearing about my life as a Mom and Wife. In the hard moments my cast mates always reminded me of why I was there; reminded me that they know my family will be so proud and to keep going. They’re going to watch their Mom/Wife do all these amazing things and they’ll love it ♥️ I wasn’t worried about them being taken care of because I am blessed with the most amazing husband, family, and friends- a village of people who love and care for my children too! Thank you to everyone who helped with them during that time! There aren’t words to describe how thankful I am to you! #TheMole #netflix #themoleseason2 #realitytv #malaysia #momlife #family #homecoming @Ben Warner949